Metanarrative

The Project

For several years, this was my labor of love, lyrically and musically. I probably bit off more than I could chew.

Never quite finished, Metanarrative is an ambitious vision to retell the story of the Bible over the course of two CDs in the form of something like a rock opera. One of its unique characteristics is that traditional liturgical elements — such as the Kyrie Eleison and Sursum Corda — are woven in among the Bible stories at (what I felt were) appropriate times.

The Old Testament section and the first song for the New Testament section were (factoring in my own limitations) sort-of completed. Most of the rest are demos — what I called “composition versions” — sufficiently performed to show their intended direction, but starkly unpolished. The last couple tracks of the project have initial lyrics and musical ideas, but little beyond that.

All recordings here are subject to possible future polishing.

Related

There is also a companion book that tells the story of the Bible in the course of 100 pages.

0 Prologue

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1 Movement 1: This Is Our Home

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This is our home, this is our home

Awaken to a dream of celestial wonder
Kneeling by four streams with a face turned upward

This is my home, this is my home

Arising from the dust, a living breathing spirit
Just the two of us in nakedness and fearless

This is our home, this is our home

This gracious sphere (truth and beauty)
Surrounding me (truth and beauty)
Embracing me, resounding here

Every tear, every fear
Everything that disappears
These are worlds unknown

This is our home, this is our home

2 Movement 2: Open Your Eyes

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Enter the serpent
(why, hello, I’m so pleased to meet you)
Crafty and wise
Grasp the forbidden
(why doesn’t he want you to eat—
I think you know:)
Open your eyes (he’s jealous!)

Who’s guarding the garden
(why so strong and silent)
Who’s guarding the bride
(standing idly by)
Protecting the woman, this rib from your side
(would you watch her die)

Challenge the goodness, an evil surmise
Grasp the forbidden, open your eyes

Who’s guarding the garden, who’s guarding the bride
Protecting the woman, this rib from your side

Grasp the forbidden, open your eyes
(it’s a wise man’s tale)
Oh, it opened our eyes (but the science failed)
To life in sorrow, death in tears
No tomorrow, we spend our years
Away from home, away (it’s a wise man’s tale)
Away, away from home

3 Movement 3: Kyrie Eleison

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Kyrie eleison
Kyrie eleison
Kyrie eleison
We’re calling for mercy, mercy
We’re calling for mercy, mercy
Calling for mercy, mercy

4 Movement 4: Mercy Awakens

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Mercy awakens, searching the garden, cool of the day
Mercy awakens, echoes of God with something to say

La la la la, la la la la

Seed for the woman, skin for a covering
for man much afraid
Hope for a future, truth love and beauty
the promise is made

La la la la, la la la la

Mercy awakened: awaken me
Awaken me
Awake

5 Aftermath

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When will it be over, when will it be time....

Two sons will sacrifice
One rejected—what’s gone wrong
One son kills, one son dies
And so soon the cycle’s on

We are always falling back
We are always falling down

We’re always falling back it seems
We’re born into these years of wrath
Living on these hopes and dreams
And living with the aftermath

Chorus:
When will it be over, how long must we pay
How long till the promise finally finds its way
How till we wake up in the light of day
Sometimes I think I’ve made it
But it always dogs my path
How long must we live
(how long must these tears fall down)
With the aftermath (how long must we live)

Two lines live side by side
Cain’s daughters have those eyes
Sons of God apostatize, and now soon the waters rise

When will it be over, when will it be time
Who will deliver from this death of mine

We are always falling back
We are always falling down

Just as soon we’re on land and the cycle starts again
World is new but how to ban
These defiling arts of men

We’re always falling down it seems
(we are always falling back)
Born into these years of wrath
Living on these hopes and dreams
We are running out of steam
And living with the aftermath

Tell me, tell me

When will it be over, how long must we pay
How long till the promise finally finds its way
How long till we wake up in the light of day
Sometimes I think I’ve made it
But it always dogs my path
How long must we live
(how long must these tears fall down)
With the aftermath

How long must we cry
How long must we live to die
How long
We are always falling back
We are always falling down
How long must we live
How long must these tears fall down
How long must we cry
How long must we live to die
How long till we wake up in the light of day

6 Movement 6: Up from Ur/Fire in Your Hand

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As soon as the rain stops falling down

Seems the tower starts going up
Always looking to make our own higher ground
Instead of looking for an ark

Idols in Ur, just like my fathers
Child of curse, as all of the others
A man without a future, a man without a home
A man among the masses, residing in this tomb

Abram, Abram, where are you, who are you
Where’s your son

And you, you stepped into my world
Stepped over the threshold of darkness around me
(Abram, Abram, leave your father’s house,
Abram, Abram, leave your father’s gods)
Stripped off the graveclothes, the cycle that bound me
And you said, follow me to a country not your own
You said, follow me and I will show you home

Follow me now, follow me blind
Follow me home
It’s only a word, but it is mine

So I went out, where was I going
Who am I now, when will you show me
A mystery for a future, a stranger in the land
A fistful of uncertain, like fire in your hand

There’s fire in your hand
There’s fire in your hand
As you come down from heaven
Fire in your hand upon this land of Sodom
Fire in your hand, and only one man escapes alive

Is this the way of all the earth
Nothing but death, is there no birth
Where is the promise that you made
Where is the promise that I heard

Do you laugh at my words, laugh until there’s tears
You will laugh so much more
(laugh when I return)
At this time next year

A father to the nations
(a father to the world)
I’ll call you Abraham
(I’ll give you all this land)
Through your generations, like fire in your hand

Fire in your hand, the power of a promise
Fire in your hand, walk and be blameless

Take fire in your hand, tie up the promise
Give it back to the Giver
You don’t understand, you go up the mountain
And there’s none to deliver

This is the end, this is my son, this is my land
This is the end, this fire in my hand is doing me in

And there on the altar the promise is lying
Gazing back with frightened eyes
And here is his father, his old eyes are crying
To hold back this sacrifice

Hold it back, hold it back, hold everything

You promised the fire of life
But this fire in my hand is a knife

But you, you stepped into my world
Stepped into my nightmare,
a nightmare that drowned me
A ram on Moriah, the promise rebounding
And you said spare your son (spare your son)
Cause now is not the time (now is not the time)
You said spare your son (this is not the son I require)
And I will give up mine

This is the promise that you made
This is the promise that I heard

Can’t hold back the sacrifice (this is the promise)
Can’t hold it back (for the sake of the promise)
Can’t hold it back, can’t hold it back
Can’t hold back the sacrifice

For the life of the world
There’s fire in your hand
As you come down from heaven
For the life of the world, for the life of me
Fire in your hand
Can’t hold it back, can’t hold it back
Can’t hold back the sacrifice

7 Movement 7: Flesh and Blood

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Displaying your strength to all eyes
To rescue your people
The firstborn of Pharaoh has died
We march out in freedom

I will sing to the Lord
For he has triumphed gloriously
The rider and horse are thrown into the sea

The Ancient of Days becomes old
And quickly we grumble
And dancing to calves made of gold
How nimbly we stumble
(now watch us crumble)

We are not Spirit, we are flesh and blood
We are not righteous, we are flesh and blood

So in love you give us
Flesh and blood for our weakness
The flesh and the blood, the laver, the altar
The skin and the bone, the fire, the water
The flesh and the blood, the constant reminder
We are your servants but no one is blinder

In this promised land no one can stand

Dust is dust, flesh is flesh
Just where is our rest

Would you build me a house
a house made of stone
I’ll build you a house, you’ll sit on my throne
(flesh of my flesh, bone of my bone)
Your sons will be my sons, the objects of love
But for all of this honor you’re just flesh and blood

You are not Spirit, you are just flesh and blood

Is this you, my companion
Is this the man of my own heart
(the one I loved, the one I knew)
The shepherd I’ve called
(whose lamb is in your arms,
whose servant have you harmed)
Now you will know just how far
(son of Jesse)
The righteous can fall
(you are the man)

You’re just flesh and blood
You are not Spirit

And down through the years
(years to forget)
It’s the story of tears (years of regret)
Constantly told
Your promise is near (and yet so far)
So why are we here (these wandering hearts)
In slavery sold

Who will deliver me from this body of death
Let me enter your rest
We’re nothing but blood and flesh
We’re just flesh and blood

We’re just flesh and blood
We’re just flesh and blood

Is this the land that we seek
(the land that you promised)
Is this the place of our rest
Isn’t the earth for the meek
(this earth where we’re captive)
Isn’t the righteous one blessed
Why all this wickedness (these hearts made of stone)
Reigning triumphant
Is this the righteousness
(is this the place called home)
For which we hunger
These hearts made of stone
Hearts made of stone

The heavens of brass still resound
With lies we have spoken
Like tablets of stone on the ground
The oaths we have broken

We’re flesh and bone, with hearts of stone
Hearts of stone

We are not Spirit, we are flesh and blood
We are not righteous, we are flesh and blood

How can these bones come alive
From where they have fallen
How can the promise arrive
When we are the problem

Is this the land that we seek
Is this the place of our rest
Isn’t the earth for the meek
Isn’t the righteous one blessed

Why all this wickedness reigning triumphant
Is this the righteousness for which we hunger

We are not Spirit, we are flesh and blood
We are not righteous, we are flesh and blood
We are flesh, blood and bone

8 Exile

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By the waters of Babylon how can we smile
How can we sing (how can we live)
In this land of exile

Rebuild the house—the house of the Lord
But most of us are still scattered abroad
In this land of exile
In this land of exile

In this land of exile
We are not home

9 Movement 9: Sursum Corda

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Sursum corda, sursum corda

Sursum corda (lift up your hearts)
Habemus ad Dominum
(lift up your hearts
we lift them up to the Lord)

We lift our hearts in anticipation
We seek an answer for years of waiting
All of our waiting, all of this waiting
All of our sorrow

Sursum corda, habemus ad Dominum

All of the bells on all the horses
All of the pans in all the houses
Holiness to the Lord

And still we wait....

10 Movement 10: The Word Became Flesh

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The Word became flesh, the Word became blood
The Word became flesh, the Word who was God

Took on our weakness, bridged our divisions
Touched our uncleanness, offered forgiveness

The kingdom is among you, God’s own fingertips
The kingdom is among you, the Word is on your lips

In the beginning was the Word
And the Word was with God,
and the Word was God

The Word became flesh, strength became weak
The Word became flesh, the Word became speech
Speech to our silence, light to our darkness
Peace to our violence, heart to the heartless

The Word became flesh, the Word became blood
To baptize this flesh with the Spirit of God
(sent from heaven for the life of the world)
The Word becomes flesh, the Word becomes blood
God joins to man, so man joins to God
(for the life of the world)

Back from the precipice calling this house of war
Building a house of peace, building a house of prayer
Speech to our silence, light to our darkness
Peace to our violence, heart to the heartless

The Word became flesh, the Word became blood
The Word became flesh, the Word who was God
from the beginning

The Word became flesh for the life of the world
For this flesh and blood
For the life of the world, for the life of me

I smell blood

11 Movement 11: Confrontation (demo)

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What is this merchandise—this is a house of prayer
The voice resounds
Whose are these flashing eyes—tables fly everywhere
A whip comes down

A hush overcomes the people: could this be the one
Prophet, priest and temple all rolled into one

Who does he think he is
Some kind of voice from God or something more
Speaking so negative
Dividing our house of cards: we can’t ignore

We can’t ignore
This can’t be the one
We can’t ignore
We’re gonna take him down
Can’t ignore

Take him down, take him down

12 Movement 12: Betrayal (demo)

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In the secrets of the night
Where plots are made and plans are laid
Every treason has a price
A traitor paid for a man betrayed

Is this you, my companion
The one I chose, the one I knew
Friend untrue brings my passion
From one so close could this be true

In the garden on the ground
A watch to keep while others sleep
Friends and foes their weapons drawn
(it’s the hour of darkness)
A quiet kiss, it ends like this

Is this you, my companion
Could this be true, is this you
Is this you, my companion
The one I chose, the one I knew
Friend untrue brings my passion
From one so close, could this be true

From one so close could this be true
Is this you
Is this you, my companion....

13 Movement 13: Simon’s Lament (demo)

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God this night is cold but I can’t face the dawn
I’m known as brash and bold but that old me is gone

(He said, You’re Peter, you are the rock
but what’s the meaning if it’s only talk)

Can’t say I wasn’t warned
Yet still I could have sworn
A man must think he’s strong
A man can be so wrong

Tell me Peter, what was that I heard
Tell me Peter, what was that bird

(The man who’d go the farthest
Would never waver, never break)

It echoes in my ears and everyone must hear
I would even die, but I would not deny

(First to falter, first to break
first to falter, first to fall)

That man who’d go the farthest
Now I go in the darkness
And I weep bitterly

14 Movement 14: Court of Kangaroos (demo)

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In the secrets of the night meets a court of kangaroos
Cooking up a charge to write
Passing judgment on the Truth

Tell me your secrets, your dirty little secrets

And comes the light of day
A pagan defender and a Jewish pretender
Can’t find a thing to say

Tell me your secrets, your dirty little secrets
Dirty little secrets

But hear the mob’s demand
You’re no friend of Caesar if you release him
You cannot wash your hands

Speaking nothing in defense
It’s an uncontested fate
And as cruel death impends
Like a sheep he stands and waits

So will you go silently (so silently)
Please don’t you tell me you’ll go without a fight
(like a lamb before his shearers)
Please don’t go silently
(he opens not his mouth)

Into this evil night
Into this evil night
Into this evil night

15 Movement 15: Via Dolorosa (demo)

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See the royal robe he wears
See the beating that he bears
See the thorns upon his head
See his body glisten red
On the via dolorosa

See him stumble with that cross
Is he humbled, broken, lost
See the spear run through his side
See the death that plots devise
On the via dolorosa

Is this you, blessed teacher
The one I loved, the one I knew
Is this you, are these your features
Flowing blood from open wounds

Is it I, blessed master
The one you loved, the one you knew
Was it my, my transgressions
That put you there, that murdered you
That murdered you
Is it I, is it I, is it I, is this you

Surely he has borne our griefs
(on the via dolorosa)
And carried our sorrows
Yet we esteemed him smitten
(on the via dolorosa)
Smitten by God and afflicted
But he was wounded for our transgressions
(on the via dolorosa)
He was bruised for our iniquities
The chastisement for our peace was upon him
And by his stripes we are healed

16 Movement 16: Abandoned and Unknown (demo)

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All alone against a darkened sky
The Lord of life prepares to die
And we don’t know him
He came to his own unrecognized
Just like coming home, no welcome sign
Why didn’t we know him

My God, my God we hear him cry
Why have you forsaken me
This cup of wrath (is falling down)
These darkened skies
Hell has overtaken me

Is this you, blessed teacher
The one I loved, the one I knew
Is this you, are these your features
Flowing blood from open wounds

My God, my God....
Hell has overtaken me
My God, hell has overtaken me

17 Movement 17: Agnus Dei (demo)

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Agnus Dei, qui tollis, peccata mundi
Miserere nobis

Agnus Dei, qui tollis, peccata mundi
Miserere nobis

Agnus Dei, qui tollis, peccata mundi
Dona nobis pacem

The lamb is slain
God has died
I cannot face
Hope crucified
Hope crucified

It’s the end of the world
It’s the end of everything

18 Movement 18: The Triumph of Israel’s God (demo)

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A stranger on the road, a face we didn’t know
Why are you crying
Are you the only one who doesn’t know what’s done
A messiah dying

Why can’t you see—so it must be
From days long ago, it’s all been foretold
(the prophets have spoken
their words are not broken)

And the words that he spoke,
and the bread that he broke
A history of Israel’s blood
Daylight dawned in my eyes
Standing there undisguised
The triumph of Israel’s God

Is this you, my messiah
The one I loved, the one I knew
Didn’t they crucify you
Yet here you stand, created new

The triumph of Israel’s God...
The triumph of Israel’s God has come at last

19 Movement 19: Spiritus Ecclesiae (demo)

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Spirit of the new creation
Pouring from messiah’s throne
All the voices of the nations
Come to speak the voice of home

Into one body we’ve all been baptized
Born of one Spirit, united to Christ

Spiritus ecclesiae now that we’ve received you
Spiritus ecclesiae grant that we not grieve you

Born of the Spirit, but still flesh and blood
We are unfinished, we’re still flesh and blood

But we are flesh of his flesh, we are bone of his bone
In the hope of righteousness we are anchored to home

We are still looking through this dark glass
Grasping the future in light of the past

But we have the witness, we’re objects of love
We have the Spirit, the water and blood

Spirit of the new creation
Spirit of a better world
Royal seal and down payment
Spirit of a better world

Spirit of the newborn heavens
Spirit of the newborn earth
Spirit in your travailing
Bring our redemption to birth

Spiritus ecclesiae our anticipation
By this faith we look on high, eagerly we’re waiting

Spiritus ecclesiae, eagerly we’re waiting

20 Finale: Gloria (demo)

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[Note: demo does not incorporate full lyrics]

Spirit will blow, bringing his life
To everything
Cripples will dance, mute ones will shout
And all will sing

Gloria, gloria
Gloria in excelsis Deo
Gloria

We wait for your return
Our bodies reconformed
All creation groans
To be reclaimed, regained, renewed
Even rocks and stones
Will share redemption’s final truth

This is our home (truth and beauty)
This is our home (truth and beauty)

Gloria, gloria
Gloria in excelsis Deo
Gloria

Glory to the Father
Glory to the Son
Glory to the Spirit

As in the beginning
Evermore and always
World without end
Amen, amen